randomness wednesday

Just some random thoughts at this random moment.

1. I've just completed my survey questions for mktg project, lost it somewhere in my laptop, and then retrieved it again. Phew!
2. I'm feeling sleepy right now; but I wana finish this post before going to zZzland.
3. I'm officially going on a diet tml! but high chances of me, not sticking to it. WAHAHAHA.
4. I'm on a small saving plan from next month onwards. Must be disciplined! :)
5. I seriously don't see the appeal of smoking and spewing vulgarities AT ALL. *makes gacking sounds*
6. I wana go singsong again soon.
7. I didn't really have a great day. but sometimes, I just make do with what I get :)
8. I realised that I really dislike people telling me "I don't know".
9. I'm no superwoman, but I try to live my life to the fullest. now all I want is to slowly fulfill all the little dreams I have for myself :)
10. I think it's time for me to go bed.. TML will be a busy day. GOSH! shld have taken my zenstone from my boyfriend.
Tml's gg to be so unbearable without my favourite music in my ears :'(

time flew past :(

time flew.
I thought I had SO much time to finish up my work.
but ended up, in moments' time, I've gotta rush out for my project meeting at 5pm.
GOSH!

finally had a good rest today.
a busy week ahead of me.
I hope I've the energy to breeze through the week.
and yay! FOP with boyfriend! :))
so happy!! :))

gotta go lers.
Project meeting soon.

GREAT WEEKEND! :))

this week has been busybusybusy.
but I can't rmb much of the details.
haha. the irony of it.
ah wells. all I can rmb is, that it's has been a great weekend! :)
An Awesome Weekend.
With boyfriend staying over for the whole weekend.
With a GOOD commercial law lecturer.
With Gene's Housewarming which is like a great reunion w good friends :))
This weekend has been the best since dunno how long ago :))
I'm really happy. totally.

boyfriend is LOVES

My boyfriend is LOVES! :)
I'm SO HAPPY today!
yesterday too!
but today, I'm extremely happy!
but REALLY tired too!
haha. but it's all worth it :)
*loves*
me can't wait for JER to stay over next weekend!
JER!! thanks for making me so HAPPY today :))

:)) I am so glad.

I'm so glad that you're the one I'm in love with :))
and I'm really happy being with you.
this year had been full of "crisis" for us.
and maybe more are coming.
but we'll get through it all :)
And the thing is, we might not get that much time together when you leave for Aust next year.
So, let's just not think about anything else, and just enjoy each other's company till then :)
I love you :)

YAYNESS!

today's been a tiring day.
I SO DISLIKE HOSPITALS!
haha. AND NEEDLES TOO!
hehs. I'm a coward indeed.
I'm being banished to being an ugly Cinderella again.
Finally finished all the chores and finally a REST.

Boyfriend totally made my day today,
with his good news!
I'm SO HAPPY for my boyfriend cause he's found a part-time job in S'PORE!
it's only temporary.
But I'm really happy about it!! ^^
He's working on weekends and at specific timeslots.
I'm so happy that I've decided that even though both my weekends are rather packed,
I would wake up willingly to have brekkie with him for as long as he works! ^^
I LOVE YOU, JER!! ^^

and so I got to be a normal girl for a few days.

and so I got to be a normal girl for a few days.
nope, I'm not fearing anything.
Just too much been happening in my life,
I just want be an ordinary person leading her life to the fullest :))

Bank Job w Jer was good.
but the censorship board CUT too much lah.
Commercial Law Lesson One started just yesterday.
and today I am home blogging.
Urms.. that doesn't quite fit the image of me being a sturdious student, I know.
But the foreign lecturer bores me out and I need subtitles with her accent so I can concentrate very well :))
Was having fun in class with Denis and Eileen;
think I almost got killed by the lecturer lorh.
haha.

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND freaking alot!! :'(

happy post :)

okay. this is a HAPPY post.
:))

this week has been a realllllly tough week!
A great deal of UPS and DOWNS.
my emotions went on a LONG roller-coaster ride which lasted like for the whole week.
(ok, that doesn't sound really happy. hehs. Be patient!)

I won't be mentioning the details of the DOWNS part.
but one thing I would like to share.
I actually felt happy that the DOWNS part took place;
'Cause it brought my boyfriend and me even more closer.
And brought about greater understanding between the two of us :))

okay. Watched "Wanted" and "Hancock" with Jer.
I think "Wanted" wasn't as nice as expected.
I didn't quite like the ending; it's too tragic for me.
To me, the ending where everyone died by the curving bullet, served not much of a meaningful purpose.
"Hancock", was not too bad.
but personally, I think if it has lesser of the touching scenes,
it would be so much better :))
ahh wells. I enjoyed both movies nevertheless.

Went SINGSONG w Jer and his friend.
it was SO WORTH IT can!
I really had fun!! ^^
it's been SOOOOOOOOOOO long.
I really really enjoy singing awot!!
Singing is a GOOD therapy for anyone and everyone :))

okay. now for today.
I am finally back at church.
and I had a realllly belated birthday celebration which I did not expect at all.
it's really sweet of them to still wana do it for me :))
Today, the sermon message was SO for me.
I really needed it SO MUCH.
I felt totally freed from all the burdens that were secretly and unknowingly hiding within me.
Thank God! :))
I thank God for the lovely cell group people and the cell group leader who reallyreally gave me alot of support :))

I thank God for putting friends who are full of love in my life to help me through the difficult times.
I thank God for filling me with His love that I may never feel empty.
I thank God for making me stronger when all these difficult times can't be easier.
and I thank God for my Boyfriend, who never stopped supporting me and loving me :))
THANK YOU, MY FRIENDS! ^^
and THANK YOU BOYFRIEND!! ^^

not so good post.

ok. this wasn't supposed to be my intended post today.
but someone just spoilt my mood today.
So I have to really get things off, before I get to my nxt post on my wonderful day ;))

1. I dislike being talked to in a hostile tone when you can talk to your precious son in your oh-so-nice tone.
2. I don't like being not respected when I haven't done anything to not deserve it.
3. I can understand that being in your position is tough; but you don't have to act as if I owe you my life; as if you can destroy me anytime.
4. I understand that the current situation is giving you stress; but you aren't the only one.
5. I understand that you're tired aft work and everything; but look, I'm not the one giving you trouble.
6. Like you not liking coming home and seeing quarrels between us siblings (which don't happen at all now), I don't like coming home to be yelled at when I've done NOTHING at all.
7. I understand that you care; but your common-sensical lectures can be saved for your precious son, who needs them more than I ever do.
8. I really understand that you care, but you really need to reflect on the way you express yourself.
9. I understand that your son is very precious to you; but you need to be able to recognise who are the ones who really care.
10. Because I really do understand and care, I forgive you for everything hurtful that you have done and said to me.
I'll forgive you and continue praying for you that you may be changed for the better.

ahhhhh.. I feel so much better :))

econs is loves

I think I may have been poisoned.
suddenly, I feel that I may be liking ECONS afterall.
GOSH!
*slaps forehead!*
what's happening to ME?!